I saw this and thought I’d share it. Losing a child is very difficult, whether a miscarriage or your little baby or even a grown child. Truth is, your child will always be your baby no matter how old they are. This is more for people who find it awkward to deal with other peoples’ loss. I felt it’s very well written and had to share.
And yes, I’ve suffered this loss so I know how it feels.
1. If I cry or get emotional if we talk about my child, I wish you knew that it isn’t because you have hurt me; the fact that my child died has caused my tears. You have allowed me to cry, and I thank you. Crying and emotional outbursts are healing.
2. I will have emotional highs and lows, ups and downs. I wish you wouldn’t think that if I have a good day my grief is all over, or that if I have a bad day I need psychiatric counseling.
3. I wish you knew that the death of a child is different from other losses and must be viewed separately. It is the ultimate tragedy…
4. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn’t shy away from me.
5. I wish you knew that all of the “crazy” grief reactions that I am having are in fact very normal. Depression, anger, frustration, hopelessness, and the questioning of values and beliefs are to be expected following the death of a child.
6. I wish you wouldn’t expect my grief to be over in six months. The first few years are going to be exceedingly traumatic for us….
7. I wish you understood the physical reactions to grief. I may gain weight or lose weight, sleep all the time or not at all, develop a host of illnesses, and be accident prone-all of which may be related to my grief.
8. Our child’s birthday, the anniversary of his death, and holidays are terrible times for us. I wish you could tell us that you are thinking about our child on these days, and if we get quiet and withdraw, just know that we are thinking about our child and don’t try to coerce us into being cheerful.
9. I wish you understood that grief changes people. I am not the same person I was before my child died, and I never will be that person again. If you keep waiting for me to “get back to my old self,” you will stay frustrated. I am a new creature with new thoughts, dreams, aspirations, values, and beliefs. Please try to get to know the new me-maybe you’ll like me still. I believe that instead of sitting around and waiting for our wishes to come true, we have an obligation to tell people some of the things we have learned about our grief. We can teach these lessons with great kindness, believing that people have good intentions and want to do what is right, but just don’t know what to do with us.
~ by Betty Baggott
Source: This is taken from an article by Betty Baggott. She is a freelance writer.